Before I write what I'm writing, I want to thank you all for all your prayers! They are very much appreciated and mean a lot. It's so cool to know that I have people all over the country (I heard even some other parts of the world) praying for me. So thank you so much!
So, as a few of you know, God has been (and still is) bringing me through some tough things. But let me tell you, as hard as it is, He's just been so cool! I mean, He really is the best; He's just so awesome. He's just been helping me so much and showing me amazing things I didn't know and He's just been everything.
Last night I was at church, working during the service, and I stood in the back of the sanctuary during the last worship song. I was really having a rough time and I started singing through the tears. And even though I was so sad, I was just amazed because God was still sooo good and still holy. Circumstances, no matter how hard they are, don't change His holiness.
Eventually, after I was done working, I went into service to sit. After the pastor was done preaching, he did an altar call. I didn't need to go up, but it was so cool to observe people being freed and they were so happy, I couldn't help but join in the excitement!
The band played a happy song and everyone was clapping and singing and laughing; some were dancing because they weren't in bondage any longer. God was SO there!
I stood there singing and clapping and smiling and thought about that I still was in a hard place, but if felt like God was showing me that He really is enough and He's really all I need. Do I still want other things in life? Yes, undoubtedly. But will I make it - and be happy -as long as God's here? Yes. Undoubtedly.
I stood outside talking to God list night and I just couldn't stop raving about Him (to Him, haha) and just going on and on like, "Man, God, You were just so cool how You did this-and-that and how You used such-and-such to show me this and man! You're so cool!" It was so fun.
Anyway, I just thought I'd share that with you, because quite frankly, it's exciting to me. :)
Well, I should get off now. My fam and I are going to get away for a few days at the beach; we need the break. We're supposed to be leaving like, now. haha
I'll write back soon, hopefully with pictures! xoxo
1 comment:
Oh how i love you Sarah!!! You can teach me so much. Have a great time at the beach and yes, i want to see the pics. give your mom a big hug for me. love you!
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