Checking in

Hello! I know, it's been a long time since I've written. I'm sorry. Life has been a whirlwind for me lately and before I knew it, weeks went by without talking to you. Anyway, I should let you know that things are going well on my end. God has been blessing me in remarkable ways and showing me new things every day. I'm one blessed little gal. 

This has been the hardest few months I've had; it hasn't always been fun, but I'm so grateful for them and the opportunity to learn new things and the many blessings I've received over them. I was thinking a little bit ago about my past and the hard times and I realized, God was always there. He was always there with me even if I didn't think He was. He's always been faithful to me; faithful to be with me and provide me with whatever I need, whether it's love, wisdom, or a good friend. 

I was just thinking the other night when I was chatting with Jesus, "Really? Who am I? Who am I that You think of me, let alone look on me and still love me? What did I do that you even think of blessing me?" 

Really, God doesn't make much sense to me a lot of the time, to be honest. I usually don't understand why He does the things He does. I really don't deserve to be blessed, and I tell Him so, but He doesn't really seem to consider that. I think He just ignores me when I try to tell Him so. ;)

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that God really is with us all the time. He really is faithful. For real. 

Well, I just wanted to talk to you and tell you what's up. I actually can't really tell you what's up, but I'm doing well. Thank you for your prayers; they mean a lot. Well, I have to go, but I hope to write back soon if life doesn't pass by too quickly. ;)